Monday, February 29, 2016

Irritated.

     The title pretty much sums it up. Work, technology, etc. Irritated. I haven't written in a while, so maybe I will feel better. I haven't even done anything with Across the Multiverse; I did a bit today, editing a conversation between two characters.
     But even when I'm trying to write, it's difficult, since Avast was fucking up my computer. I couldn't get on Blogger. And sometimes, saving and backing up is a pain in the ass because Windows Explorer keeps crashing. It's been doing O.K. lately, though. No one's read anything I've written, anyway.

     I like my job, but - as always - I'm not happy with my coworkers. In home care, there are always coworkers who talk shit. First, I've been dealing with a resident who hates me; then a few days later, someone told my manager that I sometimes purposely irritate the resident. I know how to irritate people; and if I want to do it for fun, I'm not going to irritate someone who automatically hates me, anyway. Then, I took two people to a Special Olympics event, then shopping. It was a good day, and they were totally cool. So, that evening, I was minding my own business after the paperwork and bedtime, reading some comics, when my coworker said that someone from another house called and said that I left one of our residents in the gymnasium by themselves. This is why I like my job, but hate my working environment. I talked to my manager about it, and she said that she didn't hear anything.

     And, to top it all off, I've been plagued by a light-sensitive headache behind my left eye (occasionally shifting to my right). The Cataflam helped a lot with my gout flare-up, but it hasn't done anything for my headache.

     I think, beyond the irritation, there's this underlying depression. I've been thinking a lot about my mom. Two residents at my work remind me of her. And I've been wanting to visit Michigan. I think that's because I still haven't dumped her ashes into the St. Clair River yet.
     I don't know. I'll nap on it.

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